too busy to think, and right now that feels like a good thing...

i want to lay down with you
so we can rest together
because my organs are failing
and my patience is fleeting
and my hope is at its last straw

it's been so long
since i saw the light of day
the sun has left my body
i want to lay down with you
in the warmth
so we can rest together

my mind aches
or is it my heart?
i can't tell them apart
lately

i long to find what you now have
but this darkness dims my vision
my options are nonexistent at best
i want to lay down with you
if you are out there
if you can find me
so we can rest together